Pulling the trigger on myself

People think of me as a happy person. So this may come as a shock to you.

So before you guys react, I want you to read the whole post so that you would understand

This morning, I woke up with a heavy heart, so I dragged my sorry-ass living carcass down the stairs, and snuck in my parents room. Hidden inside a box, is Dad's gun.

Every night, when I do this, I always fail to even hold the weapon

But this morning, this faithful eventful morning, I held it.

With it comes power, the power to give me salvation from this world. From this stupid game that we call life, where in everybody loses at the end. Everybody gets hurt, everybody gets screwed and everybody dies.

With this weapon, I can outsmart life. I can escape, getting screwed, I can escape getting hurt and just fast forward to our imminent ending.

I just got my ticket outta this place

This morning, I kissed the gun. I bit the barrell, and let the cold of the steel vibrate on my teeth. And inhale death itself

And by the time you read this you're probably too late

cause

this morning

I finally convinced myself

TO

PULL

THE

TRIGGER

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EH PUTANGINA

LIGHTER PALA YUNG BARIL NI ERPATS

ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

AYUN

SUNOG!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Happy New Year Everyone!