Pulling the trigger on myself

People think of me as a happy person. So this may come as a shock to you.

So before you guys react, I want you to read the whole post so that you would understand

This morning, I woke up with a heavy heart, so I dragged my sorry-ass living carcass down the stairs, and snuck in my parents room. Hidden inside a box, is Dad's gun.

Every night, when I do this, I always fail to even hold the weapon

But this morning, this faithful eventful morning, I held it.

With it comes power, the power to give me salvation from this world. From this stupid game that we call life, where in everybody loses at the end. Everybody gets hurt, everybody gets screwed and everybody dies.

With this weapon, I can outsmart life. I can escape, getting screwed, I can escape getting hurt and just fast forward to our imminent ending.

I just got my ticket outta this place

This morning, I kissed the gun. I bit the barrell, and let the cold of the steel vibrate on my teeth. And inhale death itself

And by the time you read this you're probably too late

cause

this morning

I finally convinced myself

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EH PUTANGINA

LIGHTER PALA YUNG BARIL NI ERPATS

ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

AYUN

SUNOG!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Happy New Year Everyone!

You know when you have a stuffy nose, and you try to blow it, you blow like HELL. but nothing comes out?

yeah. that blows

THESIS LOG #1344

[Dad walks in my room]

Dad: "Sinangag express ta--... bat gumagawa ka nanaman ng tite?"

Blogger cries out JUSTICE for her Brother and Father who was assaulted by a Local Politician! I SAY ALL SHOULD HELP and SPREAD THE WORD

Please take the time to read THIS story.

"At around 1:30 PM today, at Valley Golf and Country Club, Antipolo City, Mayor Nasser Pangandaman, Jr., Mayor of Masiu City, Lanao del Sur, his father, Secretary Nasser Pangandaman of the Department of Agrarian Reform, and company, beat my defenseless 56-year-old dad and my 14-year-old brother to a pulp because of some stupid misunderstanding on the golf course."


BLOG THE HELL OUT OF THIS GUYS. LETS GIVE HER THE SATISFACTION SHE DESERVES! FUCKING POLITICIANS THINK THEY CAN DO EVERYTHING! I SAY NAY!

NAY!

LET US SHOW THE POWER OF THE PEOPLE COMBINED WITH THE INTERNETS!

Merry 'Mas Everyone!

From the bottom of my heart. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

ENJOY THE DAY WITH YOUR FAMILY! YOUR FRIENDS! YOUR LOVED ONES!

AT KUNG MAY KUMUKUPAL SA INYO, SABIHIN NIYO LANG SAKIN. IPAPASOK NATIN SA WASHING MACHINE NA PURO BUBOG!

happy new year din!

ABS CBN'S PINOY TWILIGHT IS A GO! OFFICIAL NEWS INSIDE!

CLICK HERE

How was your 2008?

*grabbed from sara

1-​​Where​ did you begin​ 2008?​​
Posadas, with my family and then with my friend's getting shitfaced @ Denise's basement

2-​​What was your statu​s by Valen​tine'​​s Day
TAKEN... for granted :( - Hahahah not really. Single of course

3-​​Were you in schoo​l anyti​me this year?​​
Hell yes, animo

4-​​Did you have to go to the hospi​tal?​​
Yehp, to visit peoples, I think I went to the emergency room once, because of a damn stomach thingy

5-​​Did you have any encou​nters​ with the polic​e?​​
Yehp, isang no seatbelt, isang swerving, isang beating the red light, isang beating the red light no seatbelt at reckless driving

6-​​Where​ did you go on vacat​ion?​​
Dumaguete



7-​​What did you purch​ase that was over $​​100?
Guitar Hero World Tour


8-​​Did you know anybo​dy who got marri​ed?​​
Yes; Mac, Tim


9-​​Did you know anybo​dy who passe​d away?​​
Yes



10-​​Did you move anywh​ere?​​
NO



11-​​What sport​ing event​s did you atten​d?​​
Boxing
, The Big Dome, Philippines Vs The World

12-​​What conce​rts/​​shows​ did you go to?
WALA, dapat nanood ako ng Eheads pati Wolfgang. but I got lazy and schooly

13-​​Descr​ibe your birth​day:​​
AWESOME BLOSSOM

14-​​What is the one thing​ you thoug​ht you would​n'​​t do, but did, in 2008?

Lose 40 lbs, then gain back 17 of it! hahahahaha

15-​​What has been your favor​ite momen​ts?​​
MARAMI sobra.

16-​​Any new addit​ions to your famil​y:​​
Whirly! Girl - Shi Tzu.



17-​​What was your best month​?
December.


18-​​Who has been your best drink​ing buddy​?​​
My thesis group, though bihira na kami uminom. Also the posadas peoples, sunday night inuman sessions

20-​​Favor​ite Night​s out?
Gigs where I killed :)


21-​​Other​ than home,​​ where​ did you spend​ most of your time?​
School



22-​​Have you lost any frien​ds this year?​​
yes

23-​​Chang​ed your hairs​tyle?​​
Grew my hair thick, cut it thin, and now im growing it back again

24-​​Have any car accid​ents?
yes. A LOT. Around 6 ata
Scratched the side of my car in our garage
Nicked my side mirror in our garage
Jeepney sideswept me and yanked out my side fender
Hit my spare tire case when backing up in a gas station
Hit it again when I was backing up to park
scratched the top of my car while making a turn in EGI


25-​​How old did you turn this year?​​
20

26-​​Do you have a New Years​ resol​ution​?​​
lose 50 lbs



27-​​Do anyth​ing embar​rassi​ng?​​
YES.

28-​​Buy anyth​ing new from eBay?​
nada

29-​​Get arres​ted?
nope!


31-​​Go snowb​oardi​ng?​​
YES. NOT



32-​​Did you get sick this year?​​
Nope, but I think I'm about to catch a fever

33-​​Are you happy​ to see 2008 go?
ok lang. BRING IT ON 2009


34-​​Been naugh​ty or nice?
NICE

35-​​What kind of phone​ did you have?​​
N73 then a Nokia 6300

ABS CBN's Pinoy TWILIGHT!

This could be just a BAD Rumour, but hey I'm looking forward to seeing this. This is gonna be HELLA FUNNY!

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SOURCE

ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a tv version of the hit vampire novel "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer, it is about a girl named Isabella Swan who fell in love with a vampire named Edward Cullen, the taping is

set to start next year in Baguio, Bugarin in Tanay Rizal Province, Bukidnon and Tagaytay, This will be one of the biggest production ABS-CBN will make, the budget for this TV Series is about more than a million,

which is big for a tv series. this is said to be directed by the award winning director Cathy Garcia Molina.

Twilight Philippine Version Cast:

either Rafael Rosell, Diether Ocampo, or Jake Cuenca as Edward Cullen
Shaina Magdayao as Isabella Swan
Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen
Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen
Al Tantay as Charlie Swan
Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer
Fred Payawan as Jacob Black
Carlos Agassi as James
Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen
Karylle as Rosalie Hale
Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale
Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley
Empress Schuck as Angela Weber
Brad Murdoch as Laurent
Nikki Bacolod as Victoria
Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton

Someone buy me The Dark Knight DVD!

Mura lang! 1.5k yung special edition, tapos 800 yung hinde

MAG AMBAGAN KAYO!

hahahahaah!

DOOMSDAY! Grade Prediction!

Since this is my 11th course card day. I think I am able enough to predict my grades! so here it goes!

CCSCAL1 - 0.0
JAPALA2 - 3.5
KASPIL2 - 2.5
LASARET - P
MOBLERN - 4.0
RELSTRI - 3.5
THSIST2 - 4.0

Hahaha, may bagsak, at least kapag tama sya, may tama nanaman ako before the term ends! haahahah!

Comedy Carols and The Spicy Fingerdini TONIGHT!

Featuring the COMEDY CARTEL

December 15, Monday 8:00pm at SPICY FINGERS, G/F Greenbelt 2

ENTRANCE TICKET: Php300 (Includes a free drink)

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On Aging Happily

A lot of people worry about aging on their birthdays. How many times have you heard these?

"Shet ang tanda ko na!"

"Tumanda nanaman ako!"

Don't get me wrong, I know a lot of people are cheery for other things in their birthdays, but the chink in that chain has always been the age thing.

Me? I don't worry about it much. I am turning 20 soon, and I'm not worried about getting old at all. A friend asked me if I was worried that I was turning 20, that I am not gonna be a teen anymore, that I'm not a kid anymore. That I would be aged and old.

I said I wasn't worried at all. I believe at 20, I have accomplished more than I expected I would.

At 20, I have already achieved and currently living one of my life-ambitions

I only have one or two terms left for my bachelor's degree

I am already primed and ready to study LAW to achieve another one of my life goals.

I have worked as a writer, director, talent caster, cameraman, talent and all that jazz for a National Television Show. (that you probably never heard of)

And this year I have lost a total of 40lbs, gained 17lbs back, and lost 10lbs again.

And I'm not even someone special, I'm just a guy who puts on his pants one leg at a time. So the next time you guys think about getting old, think about that happened in that year first. Think about what have you guys done in the past. I'm pretty sure you guys have a moment, an achievement that makes aging WORTH IT!

My main goal before I turn 21 is to lose more weight, get into better shape. I want to lose 50lbs this time around! I CAN DO IT!

I act 20 years old, how old do you act?

Put an X in all that apply and then add up to see how old you act!

* [x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
* [x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
* [ ] You own a credit card
* [ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
* [x] You've done your own laundry.
* [ ] You can vote in an election.
* [x] You can cook for yourself.
* [ ] You think politics is exciting.

TOTAL: 4

* [x] You show up for school late a lot.
* [ ] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket.
* [x] You've never gotten a detention.
* [ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once.
* [x] You like to take walks by yourself.
* [x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL: 4

* [x] You know how to do the dishes.
* [x] You can count to 10 in another language.
* [x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
* [ ] You can mow the lawn. (what lawn?)
* [x] You study when you have to.
* [x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL: 5

* [x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
* [ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
* [x] Your favorite kind of food is shawarma.
* [ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine.
* [x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
* [x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
* [x] You can type pretty quick..

TOTAL: 5

* [ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
* [ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
* [x] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
* [ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
* [x] You use the internet every day.
* [ ] You have been outside of the country.
* [ ] You make your own bed.

TOTAL: 2

REPOST AS: I act __ years old, how old do you act?

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YAY TAMA LANG!

Catching up on MMFF

Every year I make it a habit that I watch at least one entry in the MMFF. But sadly, last year, a series of unfortunate events (not Lemony's) prevented me to do so. And I really wanted to watch Resiklo and Katas ng Saudi.

Anyways, I was @ cash and carry this afternoon and I was lured to an Astrovision by a section that was called "Indie" much to my (slight) disappointment, Indie apparently is a euphemism for PORNO. But I was then attracted by the stall beside it, it was a section for Filipino Movies, and I quickly scrambled through the shelves, lookin for classics like Jose Rizal, Muru Ami, Dekada '70, Bagong Buwan, Bata Bata Pano Ka Ginawa and some part of me was also lookin for Haba Baba Doo Puti Puti Poo. But to no avail

Luckily I found Katas ng Saudi and Resiklo, which was around 400-500 each. And it got me thinking

Why the hell are they selling Tom Hanks Movies for P150 and selling Bong revilla Movies for P500. hmmmm... But it hit me again. I could get this in Ruins for like P45 but... I need to support Philippine Cinema so I dunno, what got me... But I bought it! So finally I can catch up with MMFF!

Im so ready for this year's too!

I wanna see Dayo and Magkaibigan.

In two - three days I will become an ORDAINED MINISTER

This means I will soon have the Divine Power to do stuff like MARRY PEOPLE! I can marry anyone! I can do all the functions of a regular clergy, like funerals, baptism, bless stuff and even begin my own MINISTRY!

I'm gonna bless my laptop and it shall become the divine medium of holyness to the web!

YES!

YEEESSS! THE POWER!

MWAHAHAHAHAHA!

Dream MISMATCH

TAGUMPAY! My prediction was wrong! cause man-o-man I expected Oscar De La Hoya to atleast put some thrill in the fight but nooo. Manny was too quick, too powerful and too goddamn fast to be standing in the ring with. Oscar is too old for this. Good thing he got a lot out of the fight

Ricky Hatton is next? Are they serious? Why the hell are they even considering that guy? Oh well easy money for manny!

Manny Pacquiao - Oscar De La Hoya - Predictions and Analysis

I'm so so so so so so so god diddly-amn excited that I can't even play my Xbox. This is the fight of the century my friends, THE CENTURY this will go down in History as one of the best matchups in the world. Ok lets get on with it.

PREDICTION: Manny Pacquiao Wins by Unanimous Decision after 12 rounds.

ANALYSIS:

The Jab Battle

Both figters have very good skills in doing the jab. Oscar being an olympian, is a world class boxer and he should try and establish jab domination and keep his distance from Manny. By doing so he will be where he is comfortable, picking his spots from a distance and preventing his opponent from unleashing a barrage of power punches to his face.

Pacquiao on the other hand is a Slugger turned Boxer, He should establish jab domination and use it to get inside and rumble it in there. From a distance, Manny should use his deadly Jab-Straight one two that had success in either giving instantaneous knockdowns to boxer's with weak chins (Marquez) or Peppering and tenderizing their opponents to prepare them for a late round knockdown (Morales)

Toughness

Oscar De La Hoya's chin has already been tried and tested, he is almost impossible to be knocked down. His only loss by knock out was against The Executioner Bernard Hopkins and this was a bout at 160lbs. He has never lost from a KO in any other fight. But from his recent fights, Oscar's chin showed a small amount of degration. Lets face it, he's past his prime, so the old iron chin may have a wee-bit of rusting.

Manny Pacquiao has already lost two fights via Knockout, but none of them are significant enough to have an influence in this fight. The first one was when he was just 11 fights young, and it was even before he had a world title. The second one was because he had to be dehydrated to make weight to defend his title.

Anyways Manny's chin isn't really invulnerable, he has shown signs that he can get really hurt in a fight (Larios, Morales 1 and 2, Barrera's cheap shot), and the good thing about Manny is he can retreat well. Manny knows when to put his hands up and he knows when to leave a barrage of punches while retreating to the opposite side of the ring. Manny has tremendous footwork, he can circle around you within a blink of an eye.

Strength

Oscar may be an olympian, but if he can, he would never leave the fight for the judges to decide. De La Hoya has a very cunning killer instinct, once he sees blood he'll go for it like a shark in a shark movie. He has been known to go all-out and slug til someone drops once he smells that blood.

Manny probably is the most strongest fighter pound for pound. He has proven that his strength is always a deciding factor in his fights. He has also proven that his power can bring down huge opponents like David Diaz. But don't expect Manny to dish out a flash-knockdown ala Marquez here. Pacquiao's corner should be devicing a tactic similar to the Morales2 fight slow dissection and decimation setting up for a late round KO.

and finally THE WEIGHT DIFFERENCE

Kelly Pavlik - Bernard Hopkins. thats a perfect example of Manny Pacquiao and Oscar De La Hoya's situation right now. Manny should learn from that fight, where in Pavlik, the smaller fighter loses to a semi-has-been and larger Bernard Hopkins.

Pacquiao is at a disadvantage here, weight-wise. And he's not just fighting any other big fighter, he's fighting The Golden Boy here. But The Golden Boy isn't really the Golden Boy now. He has already endured shattering defeats and recently just acquired easy victories. Not to mention that he just fights only around once times a year. While Pacquiao is at his prime, and is on a hot streak of outstanding victories and money-fights.

Conclusion

Manny Pacquiao will come in strong, The fight would go back and forth but Manny Pacquiao's strength and speed and youth will be the deciding factor here. Most of the rounds Oscar will be on the Defense. Manny will establish dominance but will probably not score a knockdown against his toughest opponent yet.

therefore

Manny Pacquiao Wins by Unanimous Decision after 12 rounds.

Comedy Carols and The Spicy Fingerdini

Dec 15, 2008
A Special Comedy Cartel Christmas Show

Details are on the poster guys

Set @ Ateneo this Afternoon @ MVP Roofdeck - 5pm

This is for the event called Honestly Funny i think

mga atenista manood

What I have to do to graduate on time

So lets see, Our group has to complete our thesis

Pass Calculus 1

Pass Calculus 2

OJT

Easy shit right? NOT when you have only one term to do it.

Kaya mo ba yan red?

PUTANGINANG BUHAY TO OH

GRABE naman, Kala ko macecelebrate ko na ang aking first bday na wala akong FINALS! Isa lang ang subject kong may Finals this term, and LO AND BEHOLD


Sana naman ma resched. Or I'll ask my prof to give me an early exam. Tangina. di to mangyayari.

Calculus talagaaaaa, leche sa buhay ko